Etude to Life

SLEEPOVER!

2009-10-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

Yups. Yet another sleepover, wanna hazard a guess where? So, after 5 movies and about 6 hours of DoTA, I'm back at home, almost dead from fatigue but hey, everything comes with a price.

And I'm so goddamned excited that we were gona do Mozart's Requiem in D minor! So coooooool. But since its Feb, I might not be able to go... Depends on whether Derek or Dominic are going. I hate Josiah, with his Mass in H minor... Yeh anyway, Ms Brook seemed really impressed that I knew that Dido and Aenas was written by Henry Purcell from the Baroque period, and that the Kyrie, Credo, Offertorium etc. are part of the Mass, and Dies Iræ is part of the requiem mass.

ANYWAYS, my weird itunes collection had been getting lots of calcium, in the form of Derek and the amazing google music download in China. Yuppies. Now i can listen to Jonas Brothers (!) and Schubert's Mass, both without buying discs. Thank God.

So. Cya peeps (those, if any of you, that still reads here). I'm watching The Proposal now.

Vier letzte Lieder

2009-09-26T00:00:00.001+08:00

We have gone through sorrow and joy
hand in hand;
Now we can rest from our wandering
above the quiet land.

Around us, the valleys bow;
the air is growing darker.
Just two skylarks soar upwards
dreamily into the fragrant air.

Come close to me, and let them flutter.
Soon it will be time for sleep.
Let us not lose our way
in this solitude.

O vast, tranquil peace,
so deep at sunset!
How weary we are of wandering---
Is this perhaps death?

Ist dies etwa der Tod?

--Der Meister

2009-09-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

Yes fans, hold your applause, Das Meister is back in business.

So, for those few (if any) of you that still look to this blog to updates, please don't flame me for the no-update phase. Isn't my fault, blame PRC. Not only is stupid blogspot blocked, Facebook and Youtube are blocked too. So don't flame me, I'm probably more miserable than you.

And yes. I'm still in Shanghai, with 3 more years to go.

So, you DoTA playing geeks in Singapore may ask, what do I do w/o the Big Three of the internet? Thank God for pirated DVDs. For 8RMB I get to buy a disc ^^ I'm sure I've finished about 40 movies since moving here...

Talking about movies, I've taken up a recent obsession with horror flicks. Not horror as in ghosts, horror as in blood, blood and chainsaws. It might trouble you slightly that I thoroughly enjoyed Silence of the Lambs and Saw...

ok. So I'm not the most decent guy you know. Rawr. My vocabulary is still as colourful, even more colourful come to think of it. I have the Ang Moh swear words in my database now.

So. 16 now. Funny how much I used to hate my birthdays.I remember one of my posts: 生老病死痛別離,以生為第一苦.I guess it's because no one remembered my bdae anyway lol. Nvm, there's this guy who shares my birthday now. He's my cute fuzzy pet.

Urgh. Coz I'm using proxy now I can't upload photos. grrr.

Ok so. There's this dickhead in my class that has the ugliest hair I've ever seen and I hate him. I really do.

As for what I'm giving back to community, I just came back from a trip to Shangdong, to teach little shits games and English, fix tables and paint walls. The trip was ok I guess, but the stupid 11 hour bus ride was HELL. Can you imagine it? 11 hours on a bus on a MAINLANDER road. Merde. I tried to watch Saw on a portable disc player, but then... hehez the battery ran out before one movie is finished. What else does Das Meister do? He hijacks his friend's ipod and watched How I Met Your Mother.

And yes boys, you've seen right. Friends. I've finally got friends.

Thank God actually, if not the 5 day trip would be crap. Seriously crap. Imagine the nights w/o watching movies and cuddling together. XD.

Ok so. Byes? I have photoshoot tommorow, History coursework (600 words essay), tutoring my friend (yes, i have a friend) Mandarin and watching Saw II together. God I love movies.

Ok so. Bye till the next time.

Rawr.

Carpe Diem

2009-05-12T18:46:00.003+08:00

Was toying with the idea of using 'Dead Poet's Society' as an excuse to waste English class time ;P. Well, so there we go, Carpe Diem, latin for 'seize the day'. That's basically the message DPS is trying to convey: Be yourself.

One of my favourite quotes from Oscar Wilde is: Be yourself, everyone else is taken.

Anyway, here's a little story about the author of my favourite poem, E.E.Cummings:

In the thirties, Cummings visited Soviet Russia. The
Revolution was still popular. But Cummings didn't like
the emphasis on the collective, and de-emphasis on the
individual. He gives this account of his conversation
with a Russian dramatist:
 "tell him I drink . . . to the individual"
 A pause "he says that's nonsense."
 "tell him I love nonsense and I drink to nonsense." Pause
 "he's very angry. He says you are afraid"
 "tell him I am afraid to be afraid"
 noise music,a waiter's glaring. "He believes you are mad."
 "Tell him a madman named noone says,that someone is and
anyone isn't,and all the believing universe cannot transform
anyone who isn't into someone who is."

Try and understand it for yourself ;P. For the record, here is the poem:

Anyone lived in a Pretty How Town
anyone lived in a pretty how town
(with up so floating many bells down)
spring summer autumn winter
he sang his didn't he danced his did.

Women and men(both little and small)
cared for anyone not at all
they sowed their isn't they reaped their same
sun moon stars rain

children guessed(but only a few
and down they forgot as up they grew
autumn winter spring summer)
that noone loved him more by more

when by now and tree by leaf
she laughed his joy she cried his grief
bird by snow and stir by still
anyone's any was all to her

someones married their everyones
laughed their cryings and did their dance
(sleep wake hoe and then)they
said their nevers and they slept their dream

stars rain sun moon
(and only the snow can begin to explain
how children are apt for forget to remember
with up so floating many bells down)

one day anyone died i guess
(and noone stooped to kiss his face)
busy folk buried them side by side
little by little and was by was

all by all and deep by deep
and more by more they dream their sleep
noone and anyone earth by april
wish by spirit and if by yes.

Women and men(both dong and ding)
summer autumn winter spring
reaped their sowing and went their came
sun moon stars rain

Birthday

2009-05-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

It's half an hour till my bdae, just thought I should thank all the people that made this birthday a memorable one.

Firstly, thanks to Derek, Josiah and Dominic for trying to get me a surprise present, but failed coz you didn't want to get me emo by not going for dinner with you people. ;P I love that shirt and tie!

Next, to Dominic's mom and dad for the BBQ, even though they wouldn't probably read this.

Also, to all the people who came with or w/o presents: Monica Mui with her amazing encyclopedia of music, Joseph with his amazingly expensive wallet, Yanish with his best wishes, Lok with his promise, Huston with his fats, David with his shower gel -.-', Cedric with his CD, Thomas with his earliness, Kelvin with the Nike shirt and amazing bookmark, Daiki (another bdae guy) with his MZD shirt lol, Joe with his CROTCH GUARD ?!?!, and of course Derek, Josiah and Dominic with the Jack-Jones shirt with a purple tie ;P.

And thnx for Derek and Monica for hosting my sleepover coz my bro and dominic's bro has exams, and your awesome home and mom!!! OMG I feel so jealous.

Anyway, I've imported all the songs, read half the encyclopedia, wore the shirt and tie, switched wallets and the shirts are in the wash. I really have to sleep now, it's one and a half hour past my bloody curfew.

I need to rant.

2009-04-30T20:23:00.002+08:00

I need to rant, yet I can't.

I never knew how socially detached I was until I came to Shanghai and met Derek, Dominic, Josiah and gang. I just want to thank these three people here for being my friend, the real friends I've been dreaming of. My primary school life passed by without a friend, so did Sec1 and 2. It was only in my beloved 3L (now 4L) and RICO that I found solace in friends. However, the friendships were not as deep as those I forged here. Derek, Dominic and Josiah are friends that will give me a hug when I am emo, pay for my dinner when I am broke and try any means possible to get me to have fun. It is impossible for me to express the friendship between us without being mushy and sorts, which I don't want associated with me. However, I just want to proclaim that it is an honour that These cool people have decided to adopt me as a good friend. As to the others, Joseph, Yanish, Monica &c., you guys are cool too, only that you're not with me this afternoon due to some matters....

As I've yelled today after their performance, "BRAVO!"

2009-04-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

End of sleepover day. Derek was on the bed with me, while Dominic and Josiah cuddled on the floor. Josiah whines and grunts in his sleep, so funny. Derek actually sleeptalked...

Anyway, it has been a really fun experience, never been with my really good friends for such a long period of time. Reflecting back, I have absolutely no idea why Josiah took an interest in me on the first weeks of my life in Dulwich. It was physics class, and Josiah was sitting next to me. He said hi to me, and I didn't know it was directed to me, thus continuing stoning. Josiah then said hi louder, eventually prodding me. That's my first interaction with Josiah. All through the first week, he would ask me where I came from 5 times, remarking that he too was from Singapore 3 times.

If you read my facebook note, my first impression of Derek was when we were doing PE. As we were both in Wing, we were doing the volleyball warm-ups together. We were supposed to run along the net and jump up high, attempting to touch the other guy's fingers. It was my 1st turn, and I ran. Luck had it that I was matched with Derek. We ran, we jumped, and I secretly exclaimed in my mind," This guy really needs to shave!!!" Well, I still detected something extraordinary on him, something like an aura. Everyone emits an aura, some more than others. I sensed Derek's extraordinary aura, and decided to pay closer attention about him. The next. or two, days later, Josiah told me that Derek is a celebrity on youtube. As time goes by, I learnt he is a really good singer, a really good computer technician and, recently, can learn to play the guitar extremely fast.

Next up is Dominic Lim. Again, if you read my facebook notes, it details the first time I saw Dominic. However, as he knew not of me then, it shalt not be considered. The first impression of Dominic I had was at maths, where he was being the usual dick he is. Through the YangShuo trip, I developed my habit of messing up his hair. Also, he had the same birthday as me!!! Well, he is my son after all... I could continue for abit, but I'm dozing off writing this... Shall continue other day, together with other people. till then, cheers.

2009-04-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today is sleepover day!

After school, Derek had his singing lesson and I went to do my composition. Due soon! Anyway, he sings really well but wouldn't admit it. Modest shit.

Dominic joined us soon, and so did Huston. Dominic did his really under-composed music while Derek, Huston and I rearranged the music classroom after the Fanshawe talk. The salsa sandwiches are pretty nice.

Dominic had to get home to get his driver, so Derek and I went to his house to get the signature done. I cycled while he ran. So fun. I last cycled when I was carefree and young, about 7 or 8. Feeling the breeze on my face, shouting cheekily to the person running behind me, I really felt young.

Now Derek's next to my trying to learn the guitar. Cheers till next time!.

of Hungarian Dances and Aerosmith

2009-04-22T18:57:00.003+08:00

Was practicing Hungarian Dance #5 with Josiah and Dominic today, this time recorded the playing. Ms Jameson was also there to give us constructive remarks... And I really need to try and get into the correct beat for rehearsal letter C... Anyway since Dominic has violin lessons at 445, Josiah went. So I continued on my composition. Finished part IV today, the Funeral March. In a nod towards Mahler, I will name it Trauermarsch. Obviously, the tempo is Grave. So far, the structure of my piece is Scherzo, Allegro Assai, Scherzo, Grave. I shall probably re-introduce the theme from Allegro Assai and lead it to the 12-tone part.

Sat in on Al gor-rhythm band practice today. They're singing a song from Aerosmith, which I can't remember the name of. Catchy tune though. Since Joseph is in Guangzhou, I played the drums. Not bad considering it's my first time on the drums. lol... Halfway thru the drum teacher walked in and omg so stressed! But hey he didn't criticize me!

2009-04-21T19:54:00.002+08:00

--"No one feels more helpless than the owner of a sick goldfish"

I beg to differ.

No one feels more helpless than the wanderer that just experienced a tumultuous road of screwed shit, returning home to remove his mauled shoes, only to get screwed again.

No one feels more helpless than the Sovereign who, after decades of toil, fought of foreign invaders, only to get embroiled in a civil war.

No one feels more helpless than the mute, blind, deaf and paralyzed poet, his head so full of prose, his body unable to do them justice.

No one feels more helpless than the flower in the desert. Bloom as she may, the passing wanderer gives it only a sweeping glance. The banished Sovereign, with his heart of trouble, gives it only a pitiful glance. The poet, full of passion, stands and cry, not able to express his romanticism.

Poem!

2009-04-20T17:29:00.001+08:00

Yet each man kills the thing he loves

By each let this be heard,

Some do it with a bitter look,

Some with a flattering word,

The coward does it with a kiss,

The brave man with a sword!

---Oscar Wilde

Ma Vlast

2009-04-19T11:52:00.005+08:00

Since I have time and no one's online, it's high time I made my ancestry clear to those dunces that can't figure out the identity of a diaspora. As you can infer, my ancestry was from China.

My Paternal Great-Grandfather dragged my Grandfather to Singapore. My Paternal Grandmother, however, came on her self. Thus, I am the 4th generation on my paternal side. They both came from the Teochew area, which is in the Canton province. However, linguistically and culturally, it has more in common with the Hokkiens.

My maternal Grandfather and Grandmother came on their own, and thus making me the third generation. They came from Hainan Island, again making me half Hainanese.

Therefore, I am a 4th generation Singaporean (most people my age is 3rd), with ethnicity half-canto, half-hainanese.

2009-04-18T10:10:00.002+08:00

I detest my sleeping habits. Everyday I wake at 8 or 830 and no bloody person is on Skype. zzz...

Anyway, I really have to work on controlling my barrage of inspirations. My sonata form tone-poem entitles 'Pæan' has gone to hell, because of my whimsical composing. Now it resembles a multi-movement orchestral suite... Derek has named it 'Obsidian' and I'm gona use it. Nice name.

Well, I've found myself abandoning Pjotr Illych Tchaikovsky as my favourite composer to embrace the great Austrian maestro Gustav Mahler. And I am really beginning to like serialism and surrealism. The 20th century composers like Penderecki, Lutosławski, Stravinsky, Webern, Shostakovich and Prokofiev are really nice and amazing.

Random fact of the day: Sergy Prokofiev died on the same day as Josef Stalin. Thus, all flowers and muscians were reserved for the Great Leader (Prokofiev was Russian btw. Stalin, ironically, is Georgian instead of Russian.) and the great composer had to make do with paper flowers and a pathetic radio for his funeral.

Just for the record, these are the songs to be played at my funeral:

Chopin: Piano Sonata no.2, movement III
Mahler: Symphony no.5, movement I Trauermarsch
Rachmaninoff: Prelude in C# minor
Tchaikovsky: March Slave
Sarasate: Zigeunerweisen
Strauß, Richard: Tod und Verklärung
Sibelius: Finlandia
Wagner: Die Walküre
Mahler: Symphony no.2 'Resurrection'
Lutosławski: Symphony no.1 movement I
Dvorak: Symphony no.9 movement IV
Tchaikovsky: 1812 Overture

2009-04-05T10:54:00.003+08:00

4th of April, in the Year of Our Lord two-thousand and nine...

CONCERT DAY!

So the final list of people going is: Derek, Monica, Lok, Dominic, Joseph and insignificant little me. Stupid English grammar...

Anyway, they all came to my house, bounced on my bed, laughed at my little red book and then went down to the clubhouse. Idiots wanted to play basketball and being the lazy ass I am, I heartily disagreed. So we went bowling instead. Lawl I never knew my clubhouse had a bowling alley...

So we played two rounds, with me being last of course. Hey... I've never touched a bowling ball since I was 8 and almost wrenched my fingers off...

And those idiots wanted to take a bloody ferry there in the bloody rain, knowing I get seasick. Managed to force them into two taxis though... and those dunces can't give instructions to the mainland taxi drivers...

And so, after a war of pride, pomp and circumstance, we finally made it to Raffles City in one piece. We had dinner, with Dominic not eating anything falling into the category of vegetables, thus accounting for his dismal height.

Shopped for a while, then went to the concert in the bloody rain.

The concert was ok though the pianist for Beethoven's 4th Piano Concerto SUCKED. I could play scales with more passion than that...

Well, I had fun looking at the reactions of Derek during the BOOMS at the second movement of Tod und Verklärung and the Infernal Dance of King Kashchei. Soo funny...

And Lok was sleeping, Dominic trying to irritate the old mainlanders behind him. Then, they tried whacking each others' privates with amazing accuracy and force. Then, they clapped when the orchestra finished tuning. Amazingly, the whole concert hall clapped too. So amusing.

Well, that's it.

Song for the day: 1919 Firebird Suite: IV Infernal Dance of King Kashchei

2009-03-18T10:46:00.001+08:00

I'm doing this in chemistry class. Not because I'm an idiot, not because she's boring but because Josiah is bloody bugging me.

Nothing happened in my life until now, except that I almost fell sick.

Well, the only thing to look forward to is the concert on 4th April. Repertoire includes Strauß's Death and Transfiguration, Beethoven's 4th Piano Concerto, Stravinsky's Firebird Ballet. Josiah was scheduled to come as well, but he's going on the drama trip to LA. Hope he gets shot by some crazy Asian scholar there.

Anyway, its currently Me, Derek, Dominic and Joseph. Monica Mui was to come a fill up Josiah's spot, but since Zoe might not come, she might not come either.

woooot I got 91% in the chem test!

2009-03-08T10:24:00.002+08:00

Went for Cedric's party yesterday...

I was at Dominic's house with Kelvin first, then we went to fetch Derek cause he had some family problems and didn't want to come. But we well... dragged him here.

And thus the party began. When we reached there, the guard was asking Dominic how to say random phrases in English. -.-

Anyway, Huston was already there, and Derek was getting all emo. I offered a big, warm group hug but he stupidly declined. piece of shit. Holly, Raul (is that how you spell it?) and Pablo came next, and we went to play random basketball and soccer. muahahahaha. I PLAYED. muahahahahaha. never done so much voluntary excercise.

Anyway, now Derek is emo about... errr... codename 'Josiah's mom'.

So they went swimming, Huston not swimming cause he hurt his back, I not swimming coz I am fat. After that, on the way back, we started random convos in singlish. Ahhh, what a colourful language... wahpiang wahlao wahseh kenasai....

And there came the fondeu dinner. Basically its the civilized hotpot. I wonder how ang mohs would react is they got to a chinese hotpot dinner. 'Oi! that is MINE!' (slap with a spoon), 'ARGH! Overcook!!!'...

And an amazing chocolate cake. I do lurve chocalate.

Then Kelvin's and my mother called at the same time, saying the same thing.

'Stick to the plan ha...'
'Don't change time hor...'

Then, as if a conspiracy, at the same time,

"YOUR DRIVER NEED TO SLEEP"

2009-03-04T22:33:00.001+08:00

fun day.

Me josiah derek and dominic went to damuzhi guangchang to have our CHICKEN DINNER!!! omg after talking about chicken for the past week, we're all bloody craving for chicken.

Anyway we went to buy Cedric's present, which shalt not be disclosed.

Then it was choir time. haha so fun, especially de colores.

omg i really hate composing... was writing a song for josiah's band, ending up with something really chinese pop-y coz he wanted pentatonic scale... god...........

2009-03-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

Isn't it incredible that I've never been invited to parties and to other houses? Imagine the shock of my friends when they heard that...

And thus the huge campaign to make me 'socialized'. First to sleepovers, that failed. Then to school dances, that too failed. Of the former, my mom says she doesn't know anything about my friends. Of the latter, I get dizziness and disorientation with crowds.

Anyway, I've been on skype a fair bit these few days. To Dominic of the resolve that I shall not go to the dance; to Derek of Holst, Mahler and Grieg; To Josiah of dodecaphonic and Jazz scales; To Joseph of how to eat properly; to Lok of how I don't give a damn about soccer.

O grief! How could I have missed the concert by the Shanghai Symphonic Orchestra featuring Mahler's fifth symphony?!?! I was really really sure there was nothing in this season that caught my eye...

I revisited the analogy of the stake of paper; 紙枷鎖. I first knew of it in 《梅蘭芳》 'Forever Enthralled'. It says of the officials fixing a stake made of paper over an opera artist's head and wrists. If it broke, it means that you are showing the authorities your defiance and would be executed. However, the paper breaks easily and thus you can imagine the difficulty in keeping it intact. Somehow I find this analogy fitting to my humble self.

Song of the day: Edvard Grieg- In the Hall of the Mountain King

2009-02-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

After an 'interesting' encounter during physics today, I decided to update my bloody blog more often.

Anyway, today was free dress day. We, namely me, derek, dominic, josiah, joseph, decided to all wear smart casual. Project smart casual it was, and josiah bloody came in a tux. And dominic bloody came in a HOODIE. Anyway, it was quite a sucess and we decided to wear pink the next free dress day.

And I had yangqin performance today. It was my first solo ever, and... and... let's not talk about it.

Nothing interesting happened in school besides that.

Song of the day: Tchaikovsky: Serenade for Strings

2009-02-22T00:55:00.002+08:00

an update on the past year of my life:...

Pretty eventful year...

Anyway, my school life. Being the antisocial guy I always was, I didn't really get to know anyone well until recently... I'm a sad case...

It's nice having a change from Singaporean schools, where people are more interested in guitars and basses than calculus and light refraction. Too interested in guitars if you ask me...

Friends. Ah, friends. Isn't that word deep? A friend is an honorary title given to only a few. But here, anyone you don't hate is a friend. Weird isn't it? In Singapore, this is titled acquaintance . Anyway, I do seem to have some friends. Hopefully. I won't fancy any back-stabbing. Sincerely not.

And teachers. Isn't it awesome how adversely teachers are interested in me? All teachers hate me, as is RI, as in ACS.

My social life is reduced to random MSN and Skype messages, seeing that I am the antisocial person I am. Good thing there aren't any mean people on any of them.

Amazing how I survived society with my anti-social thing. I've never been able to really fit in a group, nor share a common interest. I'm always branded weird, yet always taking it in stride. Why though? Is the social contract theory so powerful? Is power in numbers really true? Is stability really worth dignity? I guess I have not lost all dignity, leaving bloodied marks on those that crossed me too many times.

Confused mind writes confused words. Sue me if you can't understand anything I just wrote. hell.

song for the day/week/month/till the next time I update: Pablo de Sarasate- Zigeunerweisen

2009-02-02T19:22:00.002+08:00

5 most influencial persons of recent times

5) Josef Stalin

Dictator and tyrant of the USSR. He set the culture of communist regimes; that of dictatorship, tyranny, cencorship and propaganda. He had the most extensive personality cults in all history, and many still believe him to be the greatest Russian. Half of Russian population was distintegrated in his reign.

4) Kaiser Wilhelm II

The Kaiser of Germany through the Great War. His incompetence and adversement to peace led to the greatest war to hit Europe, resulting in the annexing in most of the countries and the distintegration of three empires.

3) Albert Einstein

Labelled as the most influencial person of the Century by Times, his many scientific breakthroughs shaped the textbooks of the modern age. His adversement to the atomic bomb also led those in the scientific field to question the advancements of science for intellect or war.

2) Adolf Hitler

Released the 'Mein Kampf' in young age, thus heralding the world of terrors to come. The godfather of Facism, he spearheaded the extreme discrimintation of religion, sexuality and intellect. A third of Europe's blood stains his hands.

1) Karl Marx

The father of socialism and communism, he spurred on the proletariats and demolished the stringent class structures of old societies. Lenin, Stalin, Che, Castro, Mao, Kim and the wariors of revolution held his words as their banner, leaving their blazing tracks over the roads of the worlds. For good or for worst, Marx has definately changed the course of history.

2009-01-28T22:56:00.005+08:00

10 music to hear before you die (from best to worst)...

1) Pyotr Ilich Tchaikovsky- 1812 Overture

2) Johannes Brahms- Hungarian Dance #5

3) Pablo de Sarasate- Zigeunerweisen

4) Gustav Mahler- Symphony 5

5) Camille Saint-Saëns- Introduction et Rondo Capriccioso

6) Pyotr Ilich Tchaikovsky- Symphony 6 "Pathétique"

7) Pyotr Ilich Tchaikovsky- Capriccio Italien

8) Pablo de Sarasate- Carmen Fantasie

9) John Williams- Imperial March

10) Ludwig van Beethoven- Pathétique Sonata

2009-01-08T16:38:00.001+08:00

Quoting Bush...

"The ambassador and the general were briefing me on the - the vast majority of Iraqis want to live in a peaceful, free world. And we will find these people and we will bring them to justice."

"Our enemies are innovative and resourceful, and so are we. They never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we."

"The war on terror involves Saddam Hussein because of the nature of Saddam Hussein, the history of Saddam Hussein, and his willingness to terrorise himself."

''I know what I believe. I will continue to articulate what I believe and what I believe - I believe what I believe is right."

"That's George Washington, the first president, of course. The interesting thing about him is that I read three - three or four books about him last year. Isn't that interesting?"

"I'll be long gone before some smart person ever figures out what happened inside this Oval Office."

"I think war is a dangerous place."

"Families is where our nation finds hope, where wings take dream."

2009-01-06T22:08:00.002+08:00

Ok... 《梅蘭芳》 was a major disappointment...

OMG 《霸王別姬》was the best movie I've ever watched...... MUST WATCH... even though it's filled with gay themes...

Anyway... the other three movies I've watched this holiday was "Madagascar 2"(happy slappers!), 《葉問》& "Gandhi". Ok... so "Gandhi" was a really old show.. well... it's still coool... omg it has an intermission! see how long it is? Anyway... 經典 convo:-

Judge: I assume you are defending yourself?

Gandhi: I refuse to defend myself.

Judge: Ok... I release you on bail of 200 rupees...

Gandhi: I refuse to pay 200 Rupees.

Judge: -.- Fine... I release you without bail.

lol. ok it seems lame here.

from 《葉問》

small boy comes out... riding tricycle when Ip Man and another guy fighting... “媽媽說，爸爸如果再不出手，家裡的傢具都要破了！”

ok seems lame here too... must watch the movie!

oh and madagascar is superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr gao xiao...

2008-12-30T18:52:00.004+08:00

落花~滿天蔽月光~~

I doubt many of you mortals would know 《帝女花》. It is probably the most significant song to come out from the Guangdong, HongKong areas, and the first opera to be filmed as a movie. FIY the director was 吳宇森, the director of Mission Impossible II and 《赤壁》. Well... pretty random but links on to my next topic:-

梅蘭芳

The master of Peking Opera, and the one who set the stage for Chinese performing arts overseas. The interesting thing is that we Singaporeans, mostly hailing from Southern China, have the concept that opera singers are women, with some acting as men. However, MeiLanFang is a man who acts a woman. Well... I shall probably do some research sometime... links again to my next topic:-

霸王別姬

《霸王別姬》was originally the most famous opera of 梅蘭芳. Author 李碧華 used the title to dub her work, of a boy that has learned opera since young, playing the role of a woman i.e.旦. As he proceeds, he gets muddled with his sexual orientation due to acting as a woman since young. The novel was later written into a movie, acted by 張國榮, which we all know to be gay. However, his sexual orientation was not known during time of filming. Coincidence? 張國榮 was known to have loved 李碧華's novels, and that might be due to this story being similar to his. Well, I always thought that 張國榮 should have acted as the Phantom of the Opera... I guess 《霸王別姬》 is the oriental equivalent...

將柳蔭當作芙蓉帳，

明朝駙馬看新娘！

夜半挑燈

有心做窺妝

2008-11-11T22:33:00.003+08:00

Extractions from Kipling's "Epitaphs of War"

Unknown Female Corpse

Headless, lacking foot and hand,
Horrible I come to land.
I beseech all women's sons
Know I was a mother once.

Common Form

If any question why we died,
Tell them, because our fathers lied.

The Wonder

Body and spirit I surrendered whole
To harsh instructors - and received a soul . . .
If mortal man could change me through and through
From all I was - what may the God not do?

The Coward

I could not look on death, which being known,
Men led me to him, blindfold and alone.

Destroyers In Collision

For Fog and Fate no charm is found
To lighten or amend.
I, hurrying to my bride, was drowned--
Cut down by my best friend.

"A DEAD STATESMAN

I could not dig: I dared not rob:
Therefore I lied to please the mob.
Now all my lies are proved untrue
And I must face the men I slew.
What tale shall serve me here among
Mine angry and defrauded young?"

2008-11-11T22:29:00.001+08:00

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved, and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.
— Lt.-Col. John McCrae

2008-10-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

2008-10-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

如夢令《愁絲》

輕輕我揮揮手，靜靜我上路去。
最後一根煙，燒走我的留念。
愁絲，愁絲，
揮不走的淒涼。

2008-10-03T20:55:00.001+08:00

Music: a complex organization of sounds that is set down by the composer, incorrectly interpreted by the conductor, who is ignored by the musicians, and followed by the audience.

2008-10-01T14:20:00.003+08:00

A cloud, floating on the oh-so-cold sky, spilling out the rain. Maybe, if the rain all falls out, he might disappear, just disappear through the dimensions of the Earth. But he meets another cloud, too spilling out rain. They rain together, glad to have company. Soon, the clouds have almost reached the end of their rain. They secretly long for each other's company, and secretly they collected more water. And thus they live forever, Enjoying so much the fact that they are together basking in Sorrow. Maybe, just maybe, they could one day stop the Rain from falling, what a nice scene it would be...

2008-10-01T12:43:00.003+08:00

《門》

2007年，新加坡，年底。

忘了這是甚麼時候、甚麼地方。在記憶裡，隱隱約約記得這是在九到十月份的，應該是牛車水。

偶然之中找到此圖片，應該是隨想之作。在層層的、疊疊的門裡，似能看見前方熱鬧的萬種風情。在老老的店面旁、喧天的公路旁，我似被夾在往事與未來之間，一個不合時宜的人。我慢慢地穿過《門》，慢慢地走向了夢想。到達師，卻只發現那時另一個人，追著誤以為的夢。

不是停泊，只是經過。

十月一

斷弦

2008-09-30T21:58:00.005+08:00

Don't everyone luv quizzes? Here are 10 questions, and no cheating on Wikipedia &c.

1) what year did the soviet union collapse?
2) how many heads of state are there in Switzerland(Ignoring the president of the Council, considering it rotates every New Year)?
3) who is the first monarch of Vatican City?
4) which government structure is the Holy See under, eg representive democracy, absolute monarchy &c
5) John Quincy Adams, President of the United States, had a father who was also a president. which president was he i.e. first second third &c?
6) which year did the Qing dynasty of china officially start?
7) Nicolas Sarkozy is head of which two states?
8) how many British Emperor/Empress of India were there
9) what was the anthem of Imperial Russia during the reign of Nicolas II
10)Name all titles of the Figure-of-States(current) of Andorra.

ANSWERS:
1)1991
2)7
3)Saint Peter
4)Constitutional Monarchy
5)2nd
6)1644
7)President of France, Co-prince of Andorra
8)5
9)God Save the Tsar
10)President of France, Bishop of Urgell (Spanish)

2008-09-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

2008-09-29T21:19:00.002+08:00

2007年，北京，冬。

遊昔時光緒大帝所被禁錮之地。幾位老者，不知其地之歷史，寫下的字卻又和光緒帝的心思多麼相似。萬里河山，皆似畫。可萬里河山，已不屬於自己。江山如畫，一時多少豪傑，卻也都如地上的水跡，慢慢消失⋯⋯

2008-09-29T17:15:00.000+08:00

"⋯⋯ the reality is that most Japanese prime ministers stay in office just long enough to meet the US president and get a photo to impress the grandchildren."

----- BBC on Japanese politics

2008-09-26T22:47:00.001+08:00

Saw this during music lesson. Seriously coooooool. Smoke on da Water, Japanese Orchestra. (Hope the embedding works... I'm not exactly an IT pro...)

2008-09-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

西江月《山水颂》

山水颂一片凄惶
看涛涛红尘卷入梦

人间颂一景凄凉
听楚楚悲歌扣心弦

九月廿三
斷弦

2008-09-23T18:44:00.001+08:00

*BARACK OBAMA*: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a CHANGE! The chicken wanted CHANGE!

*JOHN MCCAIN*: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because it recognized the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the chickens on the other side of the road.

*HILLARY CLINTON*: When I was First Lady, I personally helped that little chicken cross> the road. This experience makes me uniquely qualified to ensure right from Day One! -- that every chicken in this country gets the chance it deserves to cross the road. But then, this really isn't about me.......

*GEORGE W. BUSH*: We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We
just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road or not. The chicken is> either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here.

*JOHN LENNON*: Imagine all the chickens in the world crossing the road together, in peace.

*BILL GATES*: I have just released eChicken2008, which will not only cross
roads, but will lay eggs, file your important documents, and balance your check book. Internet Explorer is an integral part of the Chicken. This new> platform is much more stable and will never cra...#@&&^(C% ..........
reboot.

*BILL CLINTON*: I did not cross the road with THAT chicken. What is your definition of chicken?

*AL** GORE*: Chicken shall not shit while crossing the road. This is for a green environment.

*LEE KUAN YEW*: We have installed crossing lights at all traffic junctions. All chickens should follow instructions while crossing the road.

*SAMY VELLU*: Gantry points have been set up. All chickens wanting to cross the road are advised to top up their cash cards first.

*NAJIB RAZAK*: What chickens? I don't know any chickens... especially those
from> Mongolia.

*ABDULLAH BADAWI*: We have o be fair to all chickens. Some want to cross over the road, some do not. ........ Zzzzzz .......zzzzzz ....... Now what were we talking about? Ah yes, chickens. We will form a Royal Commission to decide whether it is right for them to cross the road.

*MAHATHIR*: ow even non-bumi chickens want to cross the road! How can they disrespect and disregard apa nama bumi chickens? We must be allowed to cross over first. It is our special privilege and no one can challenge that!

*ANWAR*: We have enough chickens waiting to cross over in September.>

*SHAHRIR*: All foreign chickens are welcome in Malaysia but they must not cross over the road within 50km of the border.

2008-09-23T12:50:00.000+08:00

人们躺下来，取下他们白天里戴的面具，结算这一天的总账。他们打开了自己的内心，
打开了自己的“灵魂的一隅”，那个隐秘的角落。他们悔恨，悲泣，为了这一天的浪费，为
了这一天的损失，为了这一天的痛苦生活。自然，人们中间也有少数得意的人，可是他们已
经满意地睡熟了。剩下那些不幸的人，失望的人在不温暖的被窝里悲泣自己的命运。无论是
在白天或黑夜，世界都有两个不同的面目，为着两种不同的人而存在。

---巴金《家》

2008-09-20T23:46:00.002+08:00

乘着车，看见那一只只点烟的手。不知道多少灰烬遗落在这马路上，被车轮一次次的踩熄。这马路，又不知道被多少的人走过，把他们的快乐与失落全抛在这。那些人的鞋子，又不知道踏过多少的崎岖、多少的弯曲⋯⋯

去吧，把烟灰尽洒在空中，让可怜的马路得以解脱。

九月二十

断弦

2008-09-19T20:10:00.001+08:00

满江红《热血传》

浪滔滔气寒也
血一片炙热
看那滔滔浪
听那热热血
虞兮！何日再观
尔红颜？

连天恨一时销
半日情何足道
听我豪叫声惊破华岳
悲壮兮
热血随风而渐凉
罢了一身凉血无足惜

2008-09-19T20:03:00.005+08:00

点上了盒子里最后一根烟。嘴里叼着烟，把头靠在椅子上。脱色的老车，不停的发出可恨的杂音。

唉，难道填满空间的只有距离吗？

失意的人，在金色光辉下，把车开向了悬崖。

2008-09-19T20:03:00.002+08:00

我不是個詩人，

我只是個文人。

我的使命就是唏噓世間所不唏噓的、

感歎世間所不感歎的、

歌頌世間所不歌頌的。

2008-09-17T21:45:00.001+08:00

如梦令《寒风》

掀起红窗死捉一方
青青绿叶随风飘扬
寒兮寒兮
白雁何去

九月十七
斷弦

2008-09-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

念奴娇《黄浦狂想》

大江已去何去也滚滚流水亦不知
故垒西边灯火炯丝丝梦意筑作砂
痴痴癫癫欢欢喜喜连成一时空
万景千思半夜无闲思索

江边不禁遐想当年雄景
涟涟酒雨夜夜笙歌
谈笑间江湖风起浪息
旧曲重弹音老意不同感触深也
人生如梦一身投进黄浦

九月十六
断弦

2008-09-15T17:53:00.003+08:00

十二可怜人

第一可怜LKY

好心弃生当总理

整得国家井有条

国人却骂他皇帝

第二可怜毛主席

社会主义救中国

东南西北成一体

杀人却比Hitler多

第三可怜李显龙

天生聪明治国才

可怜投胎投不好

闹得自己秦二世

第四可怜GohChokTong

被天命为摄政王

早期问贤Elder-Lee

准备退位Younger-Lee

第五可怜Anwar佬

Abdullah把国治到死

本来想改朝换代

可是被人叫Ah-gwa

第六可怜马英九

一手推翻绿油油

分析阿扁的籍贯

现在被人挖祖坟

第七可怜刘少奇

长征过来好辛苦

到了北京当总统

还没享福被毛批

第八可怜马克思

共产主义救群生

不料弟子乱乱搞

搞得十人有五死

第九可怜英女王

飘洋过海建殖民

本来是要搞文明

日本来后却跑掉

第十可怜慈禧后

一代女豪权倾朝

只想垂帘听好政

偏偏光绪不听话

十一可怜孔爷爷

建立儒教兴国家

天下书生那么多

偏偏生出这怪胎

最后可怜嫦娥娘

八月十五奔上月

害得我就没事做

写了此诗且消遣

害得你得读这诗

让你耳朵烂一堆

九月十五

断弦

2008-09-14T21:30:00.002+08:00

我看見了長城的雪

我聽見了寒風的狂

卻沒看見自家院裡的花開花落

三别康桥

2008-09-14T09:29:00.003+08:00

三別康橋

轻轻地我走了，

带走属于我的每一片云彩

轻轻地我走了，

拉走了我所走过的每条路

轻轻地我走了，

唱走了每一篇门里门外的杂声

如果看见天上没云的蓝，那是我

如果看到路上一双双破鞋，那是我

如果从遥远的昨天传出歌声，

那是我。

那真的是我。

九月十四

断弦

2008-09-12T21:59:00.003+08:00

睡莲

诶？

睡莲？

你出淤泥不染？

我呸！

看你满身污垢！

哦？

不是你的错？

喔⋯⋯

那是诗人的墨汁，那些一直往你身上泼的墨汁。

好吧。我的一壶墨水不泼了。

继续睡吧。

九月十二
断弦

2008-09-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

幸福

幸福。
什么是幸福呢？
欣琪披上了外套，准备开始另一天。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
幸福，是个极为抽象的感觉。它的定义在每个人心里都不一样。爱被虐待的认为虐待是享受，被虐待是幸福。这虽然属于心理变态，但又有谁能说他不幸福呢？
⋯⋯⋯⋯
欣琪依旧到了工作单位去。今天迟到了半小时，原因是交通阻塞。老板不买她的帐，扣了她上午的薪水。
她还等着月底拿钱来看病呢。
她非常的不高兴，摆出一个非常不爽的模样给老板看。老板把原子笔扔在灰色的地毯上。
她更加不高兴，手一直在发抖。
终于忍不住，眼光扫着桌子，希望能找到厉害的东西。
那锡质的笔筒看来好坚硬。
老板头上的血，
红的很。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
幸福，就是能够随自己的感觉干事。随着自己的感觉，不被世间的眼光所牵连。就象高兴就笑、伤心就哭、生气就把笔筒砸在老板的头上。随心所欲，是最幸福的。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
警察局里的灯好昏暗。
警官翻着“骆欣琪“的个人档案，给予她怜悯的眼光。
警官向隔壁的老板说：“你看，她看过的医生这么多。再说她应征时你就应该察觉到了。就可怜可怜她，不告她吧！“
诶，老板其实也是个好人。
在走廊看到老板时，笑着打了个招呼。老板赶紧撤。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
幸福，就是有人原谅你。而你也更该去原谅别人的过错，因为己所欲，更该施与人。所以，就原谅霸道的老板吧。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
蒸鱼。
烤肉。
他今天会比较喜欢哪一个呢？
趁着今天老板早放她，回家煮个好的给他吃。
炒豆。
闷豆腐？
诶，家里的菜刀好像坏了。买个新的吧。
该煮什么呢？
全煮算了。兴高采烈的回家，煮给心爱的他吃。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
幸福，就是有个能让自己的柔情发泄出的渠道。就好比想着该煮哪样的肉、炒哪样的菜、熬哪样的汤给另一半吃。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
门前怎么有双高跟鞋？一定是老公找了朋友来坐坐。
也好，要不两个人吃这么多也太撑了。
怎么这么重的香水味？
她开了门。里面的画面使她感到非常恶心。
手也不禁地抖了起来，菜刀也不禁地乱砍了起来。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
幸福，是自己心爱的人信任你，任你自由地生活。这，我在学着做。
⋯⋯⋯⋯
好香呀。
欣琪的汤也熬得差不多了。
煮给心爱的他吃，煮心爱的他吃，也没什么分别吧？
“呤⋯⋯“
“喂？医生呀！好的好的！我明天一定准时到医院去检查！我老公恐怕很难抽出时间去了，他现在正如热锅上的蚂蚁！哈哈！我在吃晚餐，明天再见喽！“
⋯⋯⋯⋯
幸福，就是吃尽天下的山珍海味。我这道菜，恐怕没多少人吃过吧？
终。

九月十二
断弦

2008-09-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

去死吧

啊！

嘿！

呀！

诶？

诶？！

⋯⋯

呒⋯⋯

哼！

啊！！！

肏！

呀！

哈哈！

九月十二

断弦

2008-09-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

四处落英相

春·遇·梅
满地雪花
映红英

夏·探·莲
满池凉水
争惊艳

秋·梦·藕
满心踌躇
采风化

冬·伐·竹
满天风雨
孤自芳

2008-09-04T21:34:00.004+08:00

has been a long time eh?

lol first 3 days of school... and the stupid uniform make us wear leather shoes.... pain...

anyway my electives are econs, mandarin, music, history.

MUSIC

lol i became the first and only member (to date) of the chinese instrument ensemble!

ECONS

not much except tt i wrote a page long shit about karl marx

MANDARIN

ok chinese is not a language. mandarin\pu tong hua is it. lol this was fun! i got into the highest level, with the honkeys\taiwanese. haha the teacher was fun. so were the students. well just fun lah... bla...

HISTORY

eeek i got sum eccentric teacher for history... stalin lenin and mao all over her room......

MATHS

i dun like this teacher. full stop.

ENG

nothing much yet

CHEM+PHY+BIO

sleeping period till now.

haha ttz it.

ps I GOT MY IPOD!!!

2008-09-01T21:24:00.002+08:00

Lol I found this on the net. It's called "Daddy's 10 Rules" and itz supposed to be for this guy who is dating his daughter... Super Hilarious.... here it is:

“Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up.

“Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.

“Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your
clothes do not, in fact come off during the course of you date with my daughter; I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place to your waist.

“Rule Four: I'm sure you've been told that in today's world, sex without utilizing a "Barrier method" of some kind can kill you. Let me elaborate, when it comes to sex, I am the barrier, and I will kill you.

“Rule Five: It is usually understood that in order for us to get to know each other, we should talk about sports, politics, and other issues of the day. Please do not do this. The only information I require from you is an indication of when you expect to have my daughter safely back at my house, and the only word I need from you on this subject is: “early."

“Rule Six: I have no doubt you are a popular fellow, with many opportunities to date other girls. This is fine with me as long as it is okay with my daughter. Otherwise, once you have gone out with my little girl, you will continue to date no one but her until she is finished with you. If you make her cry, I will make you cry. Got that bucko?

“Rule Seven: As you sit on my couch in my living room, waiting for my daughter to appear, and more than an hour goes by, do not sigh and fidget. If you want to be on time for the movie, you should not be dating. My daughter is putting on her makeup. Instead of just standing there, why don't you do something useful.

“Rule Eight: The following places are not appropriate for a date with my daughter: Places where there are beds, sofas, or anything softer than a wooden stool. Places where there is darkness. Places where there is dancing, holding hands, or happiness. Places where the ambient temperature is warm enough to introduce my daughter to wear shorts, tank tops, midriff T-shirts, or anything other than overalls, a sweater, and a goose down parka -- zipped up to her throat. Movies with a strong romantic or sexual theme are to be avoided; movies which feature chain saws are okay. Old folk’s homes are better.

“Rule Nine: Do not lie to me. I may appear to be a middle-aged. But on issues relating to my daughter, I am the all-knowing, merciless God of your universe. If I ask you where you are going and with whom, you have one chance to tell me the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

“Rule Ten: Be afraid. Be very afraid. It takes very little for me to mistake the sound of your car in the driveway for a chopper coming in over a rice paddy near Hanoi. When my mind starts acting up, the voices in my head frequently tell me to clean the swords and axes as I wait for you to bring my daughter home. As soon as you pull into the driveways you should exit the car with both hands up in the air and in plain sight. Speak the perimeter password, announce in a clear voice that you have brought my daughter home safely and early, and then return to your car--there is no need for you to come inside. The camouflaged face at the window is mine.

2008-09-01T09:50:00.000+08:00

入暮的山途獨有我彳亍，落紅鏗然顯凄清
低吟起那幽陰的歌，歌聲抖出了蕭索

歌韻隱隱飄蕩入我波心，牽引我山游覓覓尋
邂逅你炯瑩的星眸，顫動我翩翩入夢

恒古雋永美麗的神話，莫非已降臨此剎那
默望長空我深深祈禱，愿剎那化永恒典雅

---邂逅

2008-09-01T09:39:00.001+08:00

I guess I've made my mark on internet. A google search for [狂書生] returned 20 results relevant to me...

2008-08-29T21:54:00.001+08:00

Naruto character test Your Result: Uchiha Sasuke You're arrogant but very cool and quiet. You strive to avenge. You feel your teammates hold you down. You will not stop until you have done what you need to do.
Hyuuga Neji
Gaara Of The Sand
Orochimaru
Uzumaki Naruto
Rock Lee
Haruno Sakura
Hyuuga Hinata
Naruto character test Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Argh!!! I realli sasuke!!!

2008-08-26T14:28:00.002+08:00

Are you Sasuke, Sakura, or Naruto? Your Result: Sasuke Personal thoughts: Sasuke is awesome! Also,he's my favorite character. I like his attitude and how skilled he is. I could probably write more, but I would be writing forever.
Sakura
Naruto
Are you Sasuke, Sakura, or Naruto? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Argh I might just get addicted to Anime... lol... errrr I just started on Naruto not long ago and coz im bored and me brother bought some. haha I only watched less than one season. zzz... so I'm sasuke. Is that supposed to be good? Lol ok his my fav character... haha the last time I watched Jap cartoons was pokemon and I had a desktop picture of Pikachu for a long long time. haha... I might just decide to change my desktop... well anyway I tot Ill be sakura but well... guess im an emo antisocial guy whoes bent on revenge and has an army of girls behind. eeek sounds creepy.

2008-08-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

Anyone Lived in a Pretty How Town (E. E. Cummings)

anyone lived in a pretty how town
(with up so floating many bells down)
spring summer autumn winter
he sang his didn't he danced his did

Women and men(both little and small)
cared for anyone not at all
they sowed their isn't they reaped their same
sun moon stars rain

children guessed(but only a few
and down they forgot as up they grew
autumn winter spring summer)
that noone loved him more by more

when by now and tree by leaf
she laughed his joy she cried his grief
bird by snow and stir by still
anyone's any was all to her

someones married their everyones
laughed their cryings and did their dance
(sleep wake hope and then)they
said their nevers they slept their dream

stars rain sun moon
(and only the snow can begin to explain
how children are apt to forget to remember
with up so floating many bells down)

one day anyone died i guess
(and noone stooped to kiss his face)
busy folk buried them side by side
little by little and was by was

all by all and deep by deep
and more by more they dream their sleep
noone and anyone earth by april
wish by spirit and if by yes.

Women and men(both dong and ding)
summer autumn winter spring
reaped their sowing and went their came
sun moon stars rain

某某人住在一個很那個的小鎮（梁文褔）

某某人他住在很那個的小鎮
很那個的鎮上住著很多人
很多人總喜歡很那個地問
某某人是不是什麼人的什麼人

某某人他也像任何人
有很多的煩惱很那個的責任
來不及去想也不習慣去問
做一個沒人特別提起的某某人

其實某某人他並不介意任何人
可是任何人總有恩怨來分
有些人的朋友難免總是有些人的敵人
所以某某人總須要得罪某某人

某某人有他的快樂和愚蠢
當每個人隨便他不會太認真
他有足夠的聰明慢慢學會什麼叫做安份
該不懂的時候不會很那個地問

某某人重覆著很多人的故事
白天他演現實晚上看電視
青春是幻夢理想是很那個的空
教堂在敲著婚禮和喪禮的鐘

其實某某人他並不介意任何人
可是任何人總有恩怨來分
有些人的朋友難免總是有些人的敵人
所以某某人總須要得罪某某人

某某人他住在很那個的小鎮
當他死的時候來了很多人
很多人在哀悼然後很那個地問
那個某某人是不是什麼人的什麼人

2008-08-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

yes... its been a long time... nothing much to post about...

well, the olympics ceremony was impressive, and after that I didnt watch the NDP coz it was sooo... substandard compared. yes i have channel news asia on my tele.

argh... so sian... zzz...

listen listen and listen to music all day long... watch tv too... llol... zzz...

just for laffs, i saw a range of products labeled 'made in hina'. lol they cant spell the name of their country.

AND on a shopping trolley, there was this ad:"Show receipt from this supermarket and get RMB120 off a full anal and intestinal disease screening at the shanghai anal and intestinal disease hospital!" wow.

2008-08-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

arh i dun post much huh? looks like the only thing that keeps changing is the playlist on the side ----->

well didnt post much partly becoz my life until now is eat sleep shit watch TV and repeat

2008-08-03T17:01:00.002+08:00

For those ppl who happened to wonder why I suddenly gone invisible for the past week, I was at shenzhen/Hong Kong. Shenzhen becoz of my father/mother/brother playing golf at mission hills golf club. in case you are wondering, i DO play golf. not that i like it but... hell i managed to escape after two days of golf. eeeeek.

honk konk is having a BIG BIG BIG SALE!!! lol. didnt buy much though.

haiyo oh and apparently all those PRC ppl thinks my name is 陳詠峻 and my alias is 譚詠峻. lol...

2008-07-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

二胡協奏曲

指揮：關迺忠

二胡領奏：宋飛

樂隊：中央芭蕾舞劇團交響樂團

第一二胡協奏曲

第二二胡協奏曲

Woah... this was'nt easy to come by... I've seen the DVD version of this for a long time, and they finally released the CD version. yayz!!!

2008-07-23T11:54:00.001+08:00

lol? I actually got selected for a HSK scholarship to fudan unversity? With my dismal grade C? lol... looking thru the list, i realize im the online sec2 taking the advanced one... lol... no ttt hard... itz only the stupid oral tt keilled me...

2008-07-22T21:53:00.002+08:00

ahh... a pretty... painful day...

first thing: blisters all over my left hand during golf.

second: blisters all over my right hand during guitar.

third: broke blister while tinkering matsuri on the keyboard.

fourth: got washing liquid all over my open wound when washing dishes.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-07-20T17:43:00.001+08:00

basket... who has scores for 海芋恋？

2008-07-19T22:26:00.001+08:00

zzz... i saw this shoe in taiwan and realli liked it... but didnt buy... liked it alot though... funnily it looked about the same xiaojingteng wore in his 一眼瞬間 mv... zzz cant find in china...

2008-07-17T19:13:00.001+08:00

人說上海灘夜景是最美的，我卻最喜歡黃浦江的夕陽。

2008-07-13T14:51:00.002+08:00

woah.... itz either my computer or CHINA HAS LIFTED ITS BAND ON BLOGS! I guess its the first... seems unlikely tt china would EVER lift the ban..

well... in Shanghai now... blardy dust all over the air... gona die of sneezing one day... and itz... hot...

zzz.............

the airplane ride was shit. sat business class agn. haha not we paying wat...

wenqiang: err are u in the expensive looking room?

me: ermm yes.

2008-07-09T18:27:00.001+08:00

bought it!!! (see below)

2008-07-08T00:42:00.001+08:00

I WANT!!! But it costs $50....... zzz.... shall wait till christmas for the money to come rolling then... provided I don't spend anymore 未來錢 my mother calls it... I want want want want...

2008-07-07T21:54:00.001+08:00

SHYT. Shanghai is a freaking 38 degrees.. die le die le 死定了... should listen to 溫嵐z 《熱浪》 soon...

2008-07-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

Ah yes I'm addicted to watching Taiwan variety on youtube... esp 康熙來了... erm... yes I like watching 蕭敬騰 most... He's sooo... blur and innocent... and slow. so damn funny. haha lol my mother says this type of ppl with no 殺傷力 would attract more girls, so i must learn from him. er lol? I got alot of 殺傷力meh??? I very fierce meh??? lawl......... well... so far ive watched 馬陰九、王力宏、周杰倫、黃國倫、蕭敬騰 &c. haha yes im bored to death at home... playing runescape... zzz... so? I dun have a Maths CCT to save me from boredom...........

2008-07-06T16:52:00.000+08:00

Malaysian politics have degenerated into dirty play, and that's why LKY says Singapore should not get involved. And for once, I agree with him.

2008-07-03T18:35:00.002+08:00

Yongjun here has reached a stage where he can type without looking at the keyboard. Instinct.

2008-07-03T18:33:00.001+08:00

記憶的灰塵呀∼ 飄呀飄

2008-07-01T23:22:00.001+08:00

Enjoying myself (and struggling) with my new apple laptop!!!

p.s., my idiotic pri6 brother got one too. bleurgh........

2008-06-29T19:27:00.002+08:00

誰說要唱愛情才是好歌?

肚子餓了(伍家輝)
無家可回(伍家輝)
分享(伍思凱)
本草綱目(周杰倫)
陽光宅男(周杰倫)
千山萬水(周杰倫)
上海一九四三(周杰倫)
姊妹(張惠妹)
心有林夕(林宥嘉)
再別康橋(林宥嘉)
細水長流(梁文福)
改變自己(王力宏)
落葉歸根(王力宏)
華人萬歲(王力宏)
Blues(蕭敬騰)
紅色太陽(蕭煌奇)
你是我的眼(蕭煌奇)
天冷就回來(陳潔儀)
家(陳潔儀)
祇是經過(許南盛)
我吃得起苦(動力火車)
子曰(卜學亮)
聽媽媽的話(周杰倫)
四面楚歌(周杰倫)
黃金甲(周杰倫)
霍元甲(周杰倫)
江湖笑(周華健)
王子的新衣(蕭敬騰)
走出黑暗的世界(陳偉聯)

2008-06-29T12:27:00.002+08:00

到後來才發現愛你是一種習慣
我學會和你說一樣的謊你總是要我在你身旁
說幸福該是什麼模樣你給我的天堂
其實是一片荒涼要是我早可以和你一刀兩斷

我們就不必在愛裡勉強可是我真的不夠勇敢
總為你忐忑為你心
軟畢竟相愛一場
不要誰心裡帶著傷

我可以永遠笑著扮演你的配角
在你的背後自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我沒有非要一起到老

我可以不問感覺繼續為愛討好
冷眼的看著你的驕傲
若有情太難了
想別離要趁早
就算迷戀你的擁抱
忘了就好

愛已至此怎樣的說法　
能成為理由我在這樣的愛情裡看見的
是男人的軟弱

2008-06-27T23:43:00.002+08:00

如果大海能夠喚回曾經的愛，就讓我用一生等待。
—《大海》

因為你是我的眼，讓我看見這世界就在我眼前。
—《你是我的眼》

而今迎風輕搖它重複你的叮嚀一聲聲，忘了，忘了。它低诉我的衷曲，一声声，难了，难了。
—《不了情》

遍地的野草，已占滿了山坡。孤芳自賞最心痛。
—《女人花》

泛黃的春聯還殘留在牆上，依稀可見幾個字歲歲平安。
—《上海一九四三》

沒什麼可給，你但求憑這闕歌。謝謝你風雨裡，都不退願陪着我。
—《共同度過》

邀明月讓回憶皎潔，愛在月光下完美。
—《髮如雪》

夜夜陪着你的海，心情又如何。
—《聽海》

來日縱使千千晚星，亮過今晚月亮。都比不起這宵美麗，亦絕不可使我更欣賞，啊…因你今晚共我唱。
—《千千闋歌》

那只是一場遊戲一場夢，雖然你影子還出現我眼裡，在我的歌聲中早已沒有你。
—《一場遊戲一場夢》

或許明日太陽西下倦鳥已歸時，你將已經踏上舊時的歸途。
—《戀曲1990》

愛你怎麼能了，今夜的你應該明了，緣難了，情難了。
—《新不了情》

收拾我的故事，批上我的沉默，愛情的背影原來如此淡漠。走向日升日落，走想我的寂寞，這一次不是停泊只是經過。
—《只是經過》

2008-06-27T16:56:00.000+08:00

世界上有一种鸟是没有脚的，它只能够一直的飞呀飞，飞得累了就睡在风里，这种鸟一辈子才下地一次，那就是死亡的时候。

---张国荣，《阿飞正传》

2008-06-27T13:57:00.001+08:00

詠嘆此去別無路
峻嶺崇山應有梅

2008-06-26T21:15:00.001+08:00

I NEED A NEW HANDPHONE POUCH AND WALLET!!! (And money to buy it...)

2008-06-23T15:10:00.002+08:00

I HATE moving house. I always seem to lose sumthings on the way. well... unluckily i move house super often. lemme count:

1) From the womb to the world
2) From Ghim Moh flat to Bkt Merah flat.
3) From Bkt Merah flat to the terrace sumwhere near Hougang.
4) From the terrace sumwhere near Hougang to Lower Delta Road condo.
5) From Lower Delta Road condo #16-04 to Lower Delta Road condo #16-01.
6) To Shanghai, Pudong.
7) (Likely) From Shanghai, Pudong to Shanghai, sumwhere in Puxi.

I have a feeling I missed out a few sumwhere.

There. Gawd i hate moving.

2008-06-23T12:55:00.002+08:00

The view of 上海灘 from my house.

浪奔　浪流
萬里滔滔江水永不休
淘盡了世間事
混作滔滔一片潮流

是喜　是愁
浪裡分不清歡笑悲憂

成功　失敗
浪裡看不出有未有

愛你　恨你
問君知否
似大江一發不收

轉千彎　轉千灘
亦未平復此中爭鬥

又有喜　又有愁
就算分不清歡笑悲憂

仍願翻　百千浪
在我心中起伏夠

2008-06-23T12:28:00.002+08:00

o.0 ive past my 100th and 200th post without me knowing... lol... well my posts are short so realli no skill...

lalala at home while evryone's at school.

lemme see what im missing out.

history PT
maths PT
chem PT
physics PT
chinese bk review

and what i did.

chinese compo
SS PT

haha yes as what jun sean said: 哇... 你神仙lor... 想來就來想去就去...

haha i went to CCA on fri to see what has become of it.

THANK YOU SNG ZHENG FOR 收留ing MY YANGQIN!!!

gawd it was hell getting rid of it.

jonathan seems to be cracking under stress. lol after all the sec1 chongan is already better than him in jinsenianhua.

AND evrybody looking at my mutant two-headed qinzhus. damn cheap sia! Singapore sell $40 i go china bought for SGD$8 only...

lalala~im bored.

ANYONE CAN REMOVE THE STUPID RESTRICTIONS ON A MP3 FILE?!?!?! I used this programme to download and SHIT it only have permission to play on windows media player and itself. cannot put in my mp3 or handfone. SHYT.

argh........................................

oya and LEGO IS FUN.

yes it is.

oya james heres my present:

危岩高峭。
一个人站在那峭壁上，双手插在背后，紧闭着眼，面朝天。难得他脚旁几十坛酒，却能如此镇定。
飒……飒……
冷冷的风，愈吹愈冻，愈吹愈凄凉。
低下头，一丝气从鼻孔倒出。那轻轻的一丝气，载了重重的沧桑变幻。
汹涌澎湃。
大浪打在悬崖上，激起了朵朵梨花。
“唉……老姜呀老姜，天不容你呀……”
自言自语，却比任何呐喊来的有震动力。
飒……飒……
抬起头，睁开眼，大声地向苍天发出一声怒吼。天上的云忽然发紫，一朵朵的云更像铜鼎上的纹。月光把影子照在地面上，含了说不尽的诡异。
老姜抬头望着天，久久不动。
过了很久，嘴角往上一翘，一个充满了凄凉与绝望的笑。
手上的酒一饮而尽，酒坛摔在地上。
轻轻呀，醉呀坠……

oh and FIY 姜 in fanti is 姜(surname) and 薑(ginger).
ok random.

2008-06-22T13:03:00.003+08:00

时间已作了选择
什么人叫做朋友
偶尔碰头
心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过
理想类似的生活
太多感受
绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错
难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我

与你分享的快乐
胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗
能让视野不同

与你分享的快乐
胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门
让世界开阔

---伍思凱

2008-06-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

bored. heres my 10 favourite singers, and my fav song.

1)周杰倫-髮如雪
2)王力宏-你是我心內的一首歌
3)蕭煌奇-你是我的眼
4)梁文福-只是經過
5)張雨生-大海
6)伍家輝-無家可回
7)蕭敬騰-收藏
8)張國榮-追
9)飛兒樂團-月牙灣
10)羅大佑-戀曲1990

in case ure wondering, my主題曲 is 戀曲1990. ancient but nice.

2008-06-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

a proper post.

well, today's schedule.

930:get my ass out of the house.
1030:go to jurong east MRT
1030-1130:wait for cousins that apparently just woke up
1130-4:Kbox. lol... must build up stamina wad...
4-445:sleep on MRT, bound for bishan
445-5:wait for Daryl in library, give him bdae present
5-545:wait for Gifford, 45 minutes late(as always). get back my $15 and give him his overdue(or damn early) bdae present. ok fine i cheapskate it cost damn little but WHO CARES?
545-630:walk to RI, see mailaoshi, talktalktalk, then see them go.

mailaoshi: ㄟ?你還沒走啊?唉呀搞了這麼多事原來是在騙我們...

630-745:wait for Edward to finish his CCA.

daryl: later u need go school for wat?
me: go get sumthing from edward.
daryl: ?!?!?! edward? chiam izzit?
me: zzz... would i call the teacher/school staff edward edward???

745:edward gave me back book, signed by liangwenfu.
745-8:吃飯
8-845:go home.
845-850: bathe(fast rite?)
850-9:enjoy as my brother kena keilled by my mother.
9-945:watch channel 55 on cable.
945-now:screw around on da comp.

2008-06-16T23:13:00.001+08:00

蕭敬騰同名專輯

nice tracks:
1)收藏
2)王子的新衣
5)疼愛
11)海芋戀

damn nice. 4half star out of 5

2008-06-12T21:56:00.001+08:00

me in taiwan

2008-06-12T09:02:00.002+08:00

我笑，
我彷徨。

儘管滿面是血
儘管淚流成線！

我笑，
我
徬徨。

斷絃　上

2008-06-07T16:11:00.000+08:00

from daryl's blog:

1st one:
seven random facts about me:
1) i keill ppl
2) i luv books
3) i hate sciences
4) i wanna whack the hell out of you
5) i cancel out number 4
6) i wanna whack the hell out of not you
7) i have nothing to say

seven things that scare me:
1) ghost
2) woman
3) girls
4) ah-mas
5) ladies
6) tom boys
7) basicaly all of the opposite sex

seven favourite friends:
( shit i had difficulty thinking of ppl to add here...)
1) daryl
2) gifford
3) kwangyi
4) chunyin
5) eugene
6) xinqi
7) jonathan

seven things i like/love most:
1) 吃
2) 喝
3) 嫖 (whoops)
4) 賭
5) caffeine. lots of it.
6) yangqin?
7) mp3,itune,CDplayer &c.

seven people to do this:
1) yanndao
2) gifford
3) kwangyi
4) chunyin
5) eugene
6) xinqi
7) jonathan

2008-06-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

haha yes i got too bored and wrote this in 5 mins... crappy... i used giffords name this time. for the competition entry i used daryl's... hell i shall arrow msn contacts for the next victim... here is the crappy story: 被遺忘的時光

生锈的喇叭，唱着生锈的歌。
“是谁，在敲打我窗？~”
老太婆躺在藤椅上，咿呀咿呀地摇着。金色的太阳试把它的光辉撒进那尘封的小屋里，却被那床上的污垢止住了。老太婆依旧地睡着，不把那一丝的金光放在眼里。
突然，一阵风从窗口的缝隙中吹了进来。插在镜子边的相片掉在地上。
老太婆立刻醒过来，慢慢地从藤椅上爬出来，又力不从心的走道柜子那儿。花了半天时间弯下腰，她把那相片捡起来。颤动的双手，紧捉着泛黄的过去。
厚厚的眉毛下，一双有神的眼眸。嚣张的微笑里，只散发出年少的轻狂，毫无一丝沧桑可言，看来只有二十多年的历史。按着当时的习惯，照片的右下角清楚的印着“陈宜杰”三字。
老太婆抬起头来，望着镜子。镜子里，照的不是自己，而是七十多年前的光辉岁月……
* * *
当年的小姑娘再渡头上散步。大清皇朝已化为乌有，正兴着男女平等。
忽然的强大的撞击力将她惊住了。
蓬头散发的少年，躲到了货箱后面，俊俏的面庞正以哀求的眼神锁定在姑娘的眼光上。
姑娘转头望一望，看见几个穿着军服的军人凶巴巴地跑过来，似乎在寻找某个人。姑娘一时被那少年引起了兴趣，对军人大喊一声：“往哪跑！”军人立刻冲往指出的方向。
少年小心翼翼的走出来。

半年时间过得好快，他俩的感情已浓的不得化解。一个月牙低垂的夜晚上，陈宜杰在上海渡头向姑娘辞别。他把一双用钢丝做成的锤子与镰刀塞在她的手中，简单地说了一句：“等我回来。”
姑娘眼眶涌出了无限的悲伤。“几时会？”
陈宜杰转过头，双手插在背后，长叹一声：“天下太平后。”
风萧萧兮易水滨，壮士一去不复回。
当晚的风，恰好地凉.
* * *
老太婆笑了笑，把相片摆好，回到了藤椅上躺着。
窗上的污垢始终不让那阳光进来。
“忘不了，忘不了……”

2008-06-04T19:54:00.000+08:00

yes i noe i should blog...

wednesday: just reached shanghai, nothing to do.
thurs: went to do sum passport thing...
fri: went to go look for a new house. mabbe gona be a three story semi-detached. lol the basement abit the creepy la...
sat: went intrument buying. cant find a guan for kahkhang, but got qindian and sum qianjin for sng zheng. I WANT SELL MY YANGQIN~ damn cheap over here...
sun:went to the shanghai history museum. damn nice place. third time there. lol the greek thing in once in the asian civilization museum is there now. AND there exists a taxi driver who dunno where renmin dadao is... lol like dunno where orchard road is.
mon: at home whole day. sianed to death.
tue: went to the science centre. lol NOW i noe where xiangyang market went to after it was disbanded... so daryl i noe where to get even cheaper clothes le.
wed: oh wait today is wed. i went to the science centre today. o.O shyt i left out one day. arh wateva.

so this is my boring , sian and sad life in shanghai.

oh and i wrote a short story wif giffords name. haha i just LUV using ppls names...

2008-05-31T17:23:00.000+08:00

catalogued all my CO songs... if u want any msn me...

協奏曲

二胡
 莫愁女隨想曲
 不屈的蘇武
 梁祝
 滿江紅
 紅梅隨想曲
 長城隨想
 第一二胡協奏曲
 第三二胡協奏曲
 A商調式幻想曲
琵琶
 草原小姊妹
 春秋
板胡
 翻身的日子
高胡
 粵魂
中阮
 雲南回憶
揚琴
 黃河
 海峽音詩
柳琴
 北方民族生活素描

合奏曲

 台灣追想曲
 拉薩行
 太行印象
 慶典序曲
 春
 東海漁歌
 激流
 萊佛士銅像前的遐想
 豐年祭
 阿細跳月
 飛天
 駿馬奔馳
 龍
 冬
 秦兵馬俑幻想曲
 月兒高
 瑤族舞曲
 彩雲追月
 八月---晚來香
 步步高
 花好月圓

伴奏, 小合奏

 三門峽暢想曲
 平沙落雁
 三六
 梅花三弄
 歡欣
 漁樵問答
 豫北敘事曲
 駝鈴響叮噹
 奔馳在千里草原

打擊樂

 鼓詩
 鴨子拌嘴
 夜深沉
 沖天炮
 漁舟凱歌
 豐收鑼鼓
 龍騰虎躍

吹管

嗩吶
 二人轉牌子曲
 百鳥朝鳳
 將軍令

巴烏
 漁歌

笙
 鳳凰展翅

笛/簫
 五綁子
 喜相逢
 古剎幽境
 妝檯秋思
 鳳凰台上憶吹簫

葫蘆絲
 竹林深處

胡琴

中胡
 草原上

京胡
 夜深沉

板胡
 秦腔牌子曲
 月牙五更
 幸福年
 大起板
 大姑娘美

高胡
 醒獅
 二龍爭珠
 春到田間
 魚游春水
 鳥投林
 平胡秋月
 南國風光
 西江月
 雙聲恨
 思念
 珠江之戀

二胡
 良宵
 月夜
 苦悶之謳
 獨弦操
 病中吟
 燭影搖紅
 光明行
 悲歌
 空山鳥語
 閒居吟
 陽光照耀著塔什庫爾干
 二泉映月
 戰馬奔騰
 春詩
 江河水
 洪湖人民的心願
 漢宮秋月
 秦腔主題隨想曲
 第一二胡狂想曲
 第三二胡狂想曲
 聽松
 賽馬
 陽關三疊

彈撥
三弦
 小行舟
 梅花三弄
 彝族舞曲
古琴
 廣陵散
 流水
 胡笳十八拍
 梅花三弄
 碣石調幽蘭
 酒狂
 關山月
古箏
 漢宮秋月
 高山流水
 漁舟唱晚
 寒鴨戲水
 戰颱風
 出水蓮
 打雁
 礁石鳴琴
琵琶
 十面埋伏
 大浪淘沙
 瀛洲古調
 長門怨
 霸王卸甲
 陽春白雪
 彝族舞曲
 夕陽簫鼓
 一指禪
阮
 松風寒
箜篌
 思凡
 湘妃竹
柳琴
 劍器
 彈起我心愛的土琵琶
揚琴
 別港
 將軍令
 從軍行
 春到清江
 林沖夜奔
 灕江素描
 竹樓情歌
 節日的天山
 莫愁女隨想曲
 覓
 鳳凰于飛
 龍船
 離騷

2008-05-27T17:51:00.001+08:00

class foto

(Some) camp group members

2008-05-27T13:59:00.002+08:00

well just got back from camp... my last official school thingy in RI...

Three days ago(BBQ)

had bbq wif all my 3L ppl + mailaoshi + mrslim. well had movies(indiana jones) wif ancheng james gifford niccol nocholas vishaal yezhou. then had old chang kee and edward was: nononono that is very bad for your voice

bbq was... slow. lol. funny though. well bbq is 90% fun, 10% food, so i dunno what the ppl who hire a chef are doing.

but to mrs lim, bbq is 90% carbon 10% meat. but who cares.

daryl is a blardy cam whore

truth or dare was... disgusting and perverted. AND mrs lim played a big role.

it is amazing how little sum ppls honour is worth.

haix...

singing competition was... nvm...

damn fun though... esp since they managed to have fun in my small basic condo.

Yesterday(CO camp day1)

grouping was... quite nice...

sec4: vincent tjeng (again)
sec3: yiheng and me. (again, third year running)
sec2: dong heng, raphael, zhong hao
sec1: sng geng, lim toh han.

i have nothing to say about the sec2s, since they were mostly nonexistent. but the sec1s were damn fun... esp during my bedtime story. nonono u dun tell me u are pure sec1s. when i saying my dirty jokes toh han u were hiding in ur sleeping bag laffing. dun think i dunno. sng geng u were blatantly laughing. or at least smirking.

tjeng me n yiheng in same grp AGAIN.

me n yiheng same grp for the THIRD YEAR STRAIGHT.

sng zheng was our sadistic and evil camp i/c. damn evil.
but orgnized a very fun camp. and gave me a fun group.

today(CO camp day2)

lalala yiheng, dong heng and tjeng went for SMO, zzhong hao went for his cello sectionals so we were left wif me as grp leader and sng geng, toh han and rapheal. but the last one was dissapearing into the background so...

well first was peeling and eating a banana. oh how easy but no as u expected THERE IS A CATCH. of course u can guess that no hands are allowed. basket sec1s wun go up. and for their sakes i touched my first banana in 8 years. see how good a senior i am?

then eat watermelon without hands. basket sng geng this is so blardy easy and you cant win?

toh han... err wif his blur blur look i almost didnt bear to send him out. but well... nvm... grapes in water.

THEN? blending random things together to make random shit to drink.

me first, drank half for their sakes. toh han, drank more. sng geng? evil and drained all the water until poor rapheal had to eat the sediments. evil...

well ttz all.

2008-05-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

Last day in school

Sent out this message: I'm not one of flowery words and long paragraphs. On this last day, I thank you all for the memories. Even as I fade through the sands of time, your impact would be forever felt.

quote giff: wah so emo...

anyway here are the replies, in the order of time.

Chunyin:
Haha... Ok. Hey i really wish you all the best ahead! you will be missed! perhaps we could still keep contact via msn!

Daryl:
LOL. means you're not like gifford. all the flowery words. yeah. i need to thank you too for helping me fit into the rafflesian community. THANKS.

cool as he seems, this message was quite emo... unlike him rite?

Xinqi:
Hey! Aww i am going to cry T.T thank you for everything :) it has been great fortune to know you as a friend and really appreciate anything (including music lesson, political viewpoints and no i still haven finish essay.) I am sure that you have impacted many around you positively and definately evryone will miss you! :) strive on k! you have loads loads truck loads of potential and will go far into the world! i wish you all the best and do keep in touch. tell me when you come to Singapore k! haha then i treat you to ice cream ( must tell me first otherwise i won't have enuff pocket maney prepared!) jiayou!

wah damn long rite? but well she takes lit...

Boyi:
hey! bon voyage! u've been a great and supportive junior, thanks for having been such a dedicated member and friend! all the best in the future.

wow no dot dot dotz this time...

Lowell:
byebye...! best of luck in whatever you do(:

Jonathan:
We will miss you too.

in between, Jason called.

Eugene:
Hi! the many moments we spent together wont be forgotten XD, bye! dont forget to prac more, i wanna hear when i see you again! =)

ah...
滄桑，總讓人把離別看得...　好淡...

這一次不是停泊，只是經過...